Dear blog .
Wow , I havent been updating my pages and they are turning into people's eyes sore when
they come to my blog to read . Actually does my blog really nice to read ? I wanna start
studying already . Common test are already gonna be this week and next week yet you see
Xavier siting behind the screen using the computer playing games , chatting . How slacky
am I .. I think I am too imature not matured yet in that sense , going into larger
friendships closer ones too . I just don't get how to be one . Each time I start thinking,
adrenalin starts pumping making me extra worried , confused complicated . Once I see you
a different feeling comes . I think I`ll just stick under my books , find musics to hear
leading my old boring life . When time comes , I will . For now . Mixed .